I guess I just needed to let those quick feelings out. I know I didn't share many details, but I already feel more at rest.
This verse encouraged me today- "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ." Colossians 3:24
This blog post also picked me up a bit.
Goodnight, 9 days until Christmas. 5 days 'til Minneapolis.